I’ve been thinking about this quite a bit now. The time has come for me to get my own place yet I’m not sure if I want to stay in the county in which I’ve spent my entire life in. I really don’t have anything keeping me here with the exception of wanting to be around my niece who’s gonna be born in a few weeks. I have a job I can work anywhere I want to as long as I have wifi and there’s Starbucks everywhere with free wifi. No girlfriend and the girls I do like have two or three other guys fighting for their attention so I’m completely fine moving on. The Fink Bombs are looking to be something I’m really going to enjoy doing, but my heart isn’t 100% into it just yet. So as you can see, nothing really keeping me in San Diego.

I truly enjoyed my trip up to Seattle and could see myself living there no problem. Would be fun trying to figure my way around a new city. Any time I go somewhere on vacation I fall in love with the city cause I have nothing that NEEDS to be done so you get to enjoy it all. How would I like Seattle if I lived there and had daily responsibilities like I do here? I think I’d rather enjoy living there. Yes, I know the weather is less than great there most of the time, but too much heat and sun isn’t as cracked up as it seems. Yes we have amazing days here and I would miss that, but change is needed.

Maybe I just need to get out of town more and do stuff. Right now it seems as though I’m always dreaming about doing things outside of San Diego yet I never do em. I just want to be lazy and not have anything to do except enjoy the outdoors. At the same time, I’m horrible with saving money so staying in SD and saving money to go on vacations isn’t something I expect to happen soon. Maybe I just have to get my priorities strait and just do that? The Ana did just that and it seems as though she couldn’t be happier with her decision to visit Europe. The 3 day trip from SF to SD with a band was a blast. I could easily see myself getting used to that sort of life style.

I need something to clear my mind, a reset button so to speak. Something to get me out of my routine that I’ve been following for too long.